Updates about the kidney dialysis...My blood isn't looking very good, but its not that bad either. So the doctor have decided to wait for half a year. If it doesn't turn any better,I'll have to go for treatment. :( Pray more!!!TO WHOM IT MAY BE OF CONCERN - not now. Yes,throng me with tonnes of questions that of a corporate interrogation and imaginative disbeliefs...an accusing tone of unfaithfulness and jealousy. Well...overwhelming emotions that i can't portray...but believe me. I feel so lousy...sometimes, i wonder why do we have to have a good heart... It'll just be the downfall of the person... Not that people take advantage of it...but circumstances that priorities and selfish sacrifices forces one to give up a precious something....something so dear to our hearts...something's gotta give. Yeah...I'm sorry you're the one i'll have to let go... I'm moving on...Maybe I'm just consoling myself that i'm moving on. I don't feel better actually. Perhaps I'm just trying...trying really hard cos it feels so damn horrible... ...un-break my heart,will you? there's just too much pain and misery.
Baby, i love you... does this still mean anything to you? I'm sorry im starting to doubt you. 'For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God'...I'm not perfect, I'm sorry... ...
Andrea Yim
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