Baby,i just want to say... ;
The daily hustle and bustle of modern living has been getting the better of me. I'm starting to figure out the symptoms of feeling 'burnt out' on me. Saddest part is, i can't seem to find a remedy to revitalise the weary spirit and soul. Definitely not bumming around at home...no thank you.I don't feel like going out either - it tires me out easily. Maybe age is catching up,faster than i get to realise. *sighs*
I just feel like doing nothing. Nothing. Just sitting here in my room, waiting for something to happen. My happiness is built on uncertain circumstances, that can be shaken easily - vulnerable to turbulence. I'm willing to sacrifice that, because my happiness is built on you, and your happiness.
That goes to explain that you're a big part of me,my life. And i will never do anything to jeopardize this treasure that i protect so much,with whatever that i have,and can do. I don't know how we're gonna go about letting go of the past. Slowly,baby, we will - and i believe that will happen. But, i do look forward to every single day, just because you are in my life. It has made it more meaningful and...with a purpose.
Lift me up,baby. I don't wanna fall. I'd shatter into smithereens,torn and broken. I've never been this serious. But i'm dead sure,definitely. I'm willing to forgo the experience of meeting other people, cos you're more than enough,more than i can ever ask for.
Thank you for reassuring me time and time again that you'll always be there for me,despite of all that we've been through, and all that i've done. I just hope that things will stay this way, as i renew my commitment to you every single day,the moment my senses come round - when i lay in bed even before the first rays of the sun cast a glorious tinge of gold on the whole city.
if tomorrow never comes, would you ever know how much i love you? ;
Andrea Yim
8:36 PM
