e s o p h o r i a -all about my imperfections as a confused sinner.

Let us draw near with a true heart in full assurance of faith, having our hearts sprinkled from an evil conscience and our bodies washed with pure water,let us hold fast the confession of our hope without wavering, for He who promised is faithful.
And let us consider one another in order to stir up love and good works, not forsaking the assembling of ourselves together, as is the manner of some but exhorting one another, and so much the more as you see the Day approaching.
Hebrews 10:22-25
The humid afternoon is in direct contradiction to my mood. This thing about putting my security in God keeps going through my mind. As much as i get my life going and back in track...as I begin to place things in where they should belong... I ponder when it came to the element,'security'. Instantly, i knew it would be a struggle between my spiritual and wordly needs.
Being absolutely and purely -human- , i know how much i need the emotional support from my fellow peers and even more from loved ones...to have people to be there. But i have to start realising that, even when all else falls apart, God held me from the very beginning. I should start to feed on His love and support, for it was the one which held me first. I've turned my back on His love. How wretched, I am.
I'll hang on firm and tight, to what's stable and what's true and what's eternal.
Most of all, hang on to a source of love that you trust in, that you can rely on. So that you will not fall, and hurt yourself.

Andrea Yim
1:20 PM