e s o p h o r i a -all about my imperfections as a confused sinner.

And not only that, but we also glory in tribulations, knowing that tribulation produces perseverance; and perseverance, character; and character, hope.
Now hope does not disappoint, because of the love of God has been poured out in our hearts by the Holy Spirit who was given to us.

Romans 5:3-5

When our daily tasks start to consume our time, space of mind and effort...we begin to lose humanity and tend to stray away from human touch. I pray hard that this would not happen to me...
We start neglecting loved ones as we begin to take into mind the more prominent priorities -work and the money. The two aspects of life whereby humanity and sympathy is negligible.

I begin to ponder such innocent necessity of life -to work for a living ,could bring such monstrocities to lives. Resulting in broken homes,marriages,juvenile delinquency a resulting behaviour of their children... a younger generation full of uncomplete sentences, answers , hatred, devastation

I do not thirst, nor do I admire high flying jobs, fetching hefty sums of salary people drool over. I'd rather preserve my sanity and be down to earth. It's good to have a sufficient,dependable amount of money as support when age starts to pose problems to our health and hinders our ability to contend to daily tasks.

I do, gawk at insanely priced branded items that few can afford. I do, wish, sometimes, i were them instead, to be able to spend that amount of money and walk away feeling as if it was just nothing. To have all the attention fixed on you. But, thinking twice, I'd rather choose a warm, closely knit relationshiop with my loved one... and live simply, and to be contented with the simplicities of life. To be able to thank God for a fridge that is filled with food, a comfortable bed to sleep in, a proper roof over our heads and most importantly, the joy and purity of sharing such moments with the one close to your heart. And to make known to each other how much they mean, in each other's lives.

For saying all these, majority of the readers would probably be taunting at my almost impossible 'dream'. This would be a joke. I'd be silly, given the amount of pressure on almost every working adult - to strive for a better position,better pay,better relationship with the people 'up there',better reputation than the rest, better... ...

You know what i mean. I'd not be surprised you are guilty of my 'conviction' stated above.

I'll end here; my 'no-head-no-tail' random thought.

Well," its nice to know that you go home and have a shoulder to lean on" - Mr Lee S.B.

Likewise, I'll always be here too, for you to lean on. My shoulders might not be broad, but I hope it can hold your head. Just yours, in case you cry. In case you need me. In case... ...

Whenever you call upon me...there I'll be.

Andrea Yim
6:53 PM