e s o p h o r i a -all about my imperfections as a confused sinner.

2 day mc!!!(medical certificate)

Introducing my dog, Faith. and her favourite adidas soccer ball. Haha.

I feel so laid back. A sense of achievement overwhlems me. I've been looking for this song, by David Gates. It's titled 'I can't sing without you'. Yes yes, go on and say I'm old. Hmmm, that's me. Yup.

I looked conveniently out of the window. The clouds look like rags hanging low from the ceiling. Hmmm... its a threat. Isn't it?I am tempted to blame the weather for my disability to fight of the viruses this time. Thus, fall prey to the bacteria in me, causing a sore throat and fever. Say, its been a while since i've been sick. Haa...

Sitting at the usual quiet corner of my room, cosy enough for two. Only. haha. My mind is spinning...partially contributed by my medication. Help. I was pondering... racking my brains desperately for an answer. In the quiet solitude of my room, when the whirling ceiling fan penetrates through the still silence.

Is it right, for a guy to ask a girl out,when he knows he has a girlfriend? And suggests that she can go up to his place after that, to wash up.

That's my question. Be it whether there's a deeper implementation of motives or not. I'm staring at the screen, not knowing how to go on thinking.

I shall send some quality time with Faith. A living being who will never turn their backs on me, despite my negligence towards her. She's called Faith for a reason. And I'm so glad i have her in my life. Even when i don't want to play with her most of the times, when i don't have time to spare her daily walks, when i don't bother about her craving for attention from me. Guess she will be the only one who accepts me for who i really am, no matter what happens. She understands my thoughts, when i'm feeling down, when she misses me... she will walk up to me and place her head close to me, or put her hand on me and hug me.

I feel so sorry i've never been a thoughtful owner at all. The guilt in me is unbearable. I'm so blessed to have such a dog. I feel so lucky after seeing other dogs, wailing and barking away at simply nothing. or even worse, their own owners. Faith only wags her tail and portrays her enthusiasm and exhilaration through her actions like hugging people, running around wanting to play with them, or just wagging her long, furry tail happily. When told not to play, she would h=jsut find the nearest place possible,to me, and just sit down and be there, for me - waiting patiently,and falls asleep unknowingly.

Thank you Faith. I owe you so much. I love you.

Playing on my blog: I think God can explain by Splenders

Andrea Yim
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