e s o p h o r i a -all about my imperfections as a confused sinner.

Men See You As Desirable

Men often find you immediately attractive and sensual
You're honesty is refreshingly beautiful ... it draws guys in
You are also able to be open with your feelings with no emotional baggage
Packing light means you enjoy new relationships easily

How Do Men See You?

You Are Independent Sexy

You drive men crazy with your "playing hard to get act"
Except, it's really not an act at all.
You're a strong, sexy woman with her own life and interests.
And that makes men even more interested in you!

What Kind of Sexy Are You?

You Are a Feminine Beauty!

You make any guy feel like a man, simply by standing next to him
You have a classic womanly appeal - and you've got a look for every occasion
This doesn't mean that you can't kick back in (designer) jeans and sneakers
You just prefer to be girly and sweet as often as possible

What Type of Beauty Are You?

Andrea Yim
10:41 PM

You Are a Sensitive Kisser

For you, kissing is a way to connect

And you need lot of care, attention, and privacy

It may take you a while to kiss someone...

But when you do, it's total fireworks

What's" Your Kissing Style?

another quiz...this is so fun!!!... heh

Andrea Yim
10:23 PM

You are a Great Girlfriend

When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful
But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself
You're the perfect blend of independent and caring
You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!

Are You a Good Girlfriend?

haha.....its my dear cuzzie's birthday today...am at her house now, wif my sis. had a wonderful day today :) hehe....just did a quiz my cousin recommended. so corny!!!! haha... i miss my baby...

good nite... its a little late... :)

Andrea Yim
10:07 PM

"True"

I wont talk

I wont breathe

I wont move till you finally see

That you belong with me

You might think I dont look

But deep insideIn the corner of my mind

Im attached to you

Im weak

Its true

Cuz im afraid to know the answer

Do you want me too?

Cuz my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life

To cross this line

To the only thing thats true

So I will not hide

Its time to try

Anything to be with you

All my life

I've waited

This is true

You dont know what you do

Everytime you walk into the room

Im afraid to move

Im weak

Its true

Im just scared to know the ending

Do you see me too?

Do you even know u met me?

I've waited all my life to cross this line

To the only thing thats true

So I will not hideIts time to try anything to be with you

All my life

I've waited

This is true

I know when I go

ill be on my way to you

The way thats true

I've waited all my life to cross this line

To the only thing thats true

So I will not hide

Its time to try anything to be with you

All my life

I've waited

This is true

Andrea Yim
8:22 PM

Some church camp photos... group photos...haha. Thats me, in lime green :)

Well,another boring day... lazing around (: went down to the hospital. everyone's on holiday...and i have to stay. i'm rather ok with it i guess.

can't wait for tomorrow. not the fact that Zoukout's tomorrow. :) the real reason needn't be known :)

clubbing sucks... hate the smoke and drink smell and the fact that dancing,or rather 'dancing' is just touching other people and geting your feet trampled upon... and shouting at the top of our voices just to be heard.ewww...

I'll probably sit at one corner,isolate myself and look at the animals flinging their bods everywhere... :)

gd nite.

Andrea Yim
1:39 AM

"Last Christmas"

last Christmas I gave you my heart

but the very next day you gave it away

and this year to save me from tears

I'll give it to someone special well

last Christmas I gave you my heart

but the very next day you gave it away

and this year to save me from tears

I'll give it to someone I'll give it to someone...

special so whoa...

oh ohh ohh

once bitten and twice shy

I keep my distance but you

still catch my eye tell me baby,

do you recognise me well,

it's been a year it doesn't surprise me

Happy Christmas I wrapped it up and sent it

with a letter saying I loved you I meant it

now I know what a fool I've been

but if you kiss me now I know you'll fool me again

last Christmas I gave you my heart

but the very next day you gave it away

(you gave it away)and this year to save me from tears

I'll give it to someone special (special)last Christmas

I gave you my heart but the very next day

you gave it away (you gave it away)and this year

to save me from tears I'll give it to someone special (special)

special so whoa.... ohh ohh ohhh noo oooh

a crowded room friends with tired eyes

I'm hiding from you and your soul of ice

my God I thought you were someone to rely on me,

I guess I was a shoulder to cry on face on a lover

with a fire in his heart a man under cover

when you tore me apart ooh ooh,

now I've found a real love you'll never fool me again

last Christmas I gave you my heart

but the very next day you gave it away (you gave it away)

and this year to save me from tears

I'll give it to someone special (special)last Christmas

I gave you my heart but the very next day

you gave it away (you gave it away)and this year

to save me from tears I'll give it to someone (special)

I'll give it someone...

Andrea Yim
1:33 AM

Crash and Burn

Hey

If we can't find a way out of these problems

Then maybe we don't need this

Standing face to face

Enemies at war we build defences

And secret hiding places

I might need you to hold me tonight

I might need you to say it's alright

I might need you to make the first stand

Because tonight I'm finding it hard to be your man

Hey

More than angry words

I hate this silence

It's getting so loud

Well I want to scream

But bitterness has silenced these emotions

It's getting hard to breathe

So tell me isn't happiness

Worth more than a gold diamond ring?

I'm willing to do anything

To calm the storm in my heart

I've never been the praying kind

But lately I've been down upon my knees

Not looking for a miracleJust a reason to believe

I might need you to hold me tonight

I might need you to say it's alright

I might need you to make the first stand

Because tonight I'm finding it hard to be your man

Do you remember not long ago?

When we used to live for the nighttime

Cherish each moment

Now we don't live we exist

We just run through our lives

So alone

That's why you've got to hold me

Hey

If we can't find a way out of these problems

Then maybe we don't need this

Standing face to face

Enemies at war we build defences

And secret hiding places

I might need you to hold me tonight

I might need you to say it's alright

I might need you to make the first stand

Because tonight

I'm finding it hard to be your man

Andrea Yim
1:22 AM

Santa Monica

In santa monica in the winter time

The lazy streets so undemanding

I walk into the crowd

In santa monica you get yourCoffee from

The coolest places on the

PromenadeWhere people dress just so

Beauty so unavoidable everywhere

You turnIt’s there

I sit and wonder what am iDoing here

But on the telephone line i

Am anyoneI am anything

I want to beI could be a super model

orNorman mailer

And you wouldn’t know the

DifferenceOr would you

In santa monica all the people got

Modern namesLike jake or mandy

And modern bodies too

In santa monica on the boulevard

You’ll have to dodge those

In line skaters

Or they’ll knock you down

I never felt so lonely

Never felt so out of place

I never wanted something more

Than thisBut on the telephone line i

Am anyoneI am anything I want to be

I could be a super model or

Norman mailerAnd you wouldn’t know the

DifferenceOn the telephone line

I amAny heightI am any age

I want to beI could be a caped crusader or

Space invader

And you wouldn’t know

The differenceOr would you

Andrea Yim
1:16 AM

"Goodbye My Lover"

Did I disappoint you or let you down?

Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?'

Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,

Yes I saw you were blinded and

I knew I had won.

So I took what's mine by eternal right.

Took your soul out into the night.

It may be over but it won't stop there,

I am here for you if you'd only care.

You touched my heart you touched my soul.

You changed my life and all my goals.

And love is blind and that I knew when,

My heart was blinded by you.

I've kissed your lips and held your head.

Shared your dreams and shared your bed.

I know you well, I know your smell.

I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.

Goodbye my friend.

You have been the one.

You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,

You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.

And as you move on, remember me,

Remember us and all we used to beI've seen you cry,

I've seen you smile.I've watched you sleeping for a while.

I'd be the father of your child.I'd spend a lifetime with you.

I know your fears and you know mine.

We've had our doubts but now we're fine,And I love you,

I swear that's true.I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover

.Goodbye my friend.

You have been the one.

You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.

In mine when I'm asleep.

And I will bare my soul in time,

When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.

Goodbye my friend.

You have been the one.

You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.

I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

Andrea Yim
11:51 PM

Went to the hospital again. her condition's worse than ever now. Lungs had a relapse. twice. In fact, she's in a commotative state now. Well, forgotten about my stuff at camp the nite before. had a good churchmate who passed to me at the hospital...

Meanwhile, i saw a long queue outside Starbucks, so long, it stretched till the foodcourt next to it. Free drinks...as usual...Singaporeans...

Another sight that intrigued me was at 7-eleven. i saw a nurse and doctor waiting at the counter. the shocking thing was, they were holding a bottle of coke each. Don't these people know the harmful effects that coke brings? perhaps, they wanted to wash toilet bowls... i don't know. that, would be really effective... ...

Andrea Yim
11:07 PM

Indeed, i was mentally and physically drained out.My determination to hold on,now weak, betrayed my conscience. My conscience now, an admonishing finger, disapproving of my thought to end all hopes.

Fortunately, my friends were the pillar of strength and hope, helping me regain my faith even when everything fell apart.Although my thoughts contradicted my conscience, i knew i had to do it. it was her will after all. the forlorn piece of paper was clutched tightly in my hands as i stared blankly at the cold, stiff body in front of me.

unfloding the paper delicately, fearing that i might tear it, my eye ran through the beautifully written words swiftly. the familiar words ran through my brains, as if i had already memorized it.

I'm tired. to be continued :) sorry ... just came back from a 5 day 4 nite camp... imagine the lack of sleep... bleagh...

Andrea Yim
10:43 PM

I knew i had done the right thing, but it gave me no pleasure...

Staring in the mirror, i was taken aback. I could only faintly recognise the stranger gazing straight back into my eyes. Recalling my youthful look years ago, the differences were distinct. I seemed to have aged past my time. A weary look hung on my face. Thin lines that appeared crinkled deeper whenever my cold face twitched. The harsh realities of life had taken its toll on me - both physically and mentally.

Making my exit gingerly, i closed the toilet door gently behind me. Walking down the familiar dimly lit corridor, i headed towards the seats in the main lobby of the floor. My sense of smell was already numbed by the concentrated disinfectants. I slumped into one of the armchairs and threw my head back... ...

sorry! to be continued, need to head down to the hospital now :)

take care.

Andrea Yim
5:21 PM

NURSE! SHE'S GOING TO DIE!

The troublesome auntie strikes back...

She doesn't pay visits to the hospital as often as anyone else... but when she comes, everything goes wrong.

Now, why does this happen? Because she doesn't follow up about what's happening and goes around accusing others of trying to harm the poor old lady who ahs been in the ICU for about 2 weeks plus. She would have been transfered to the High Dependency Unit earlier, if it wasn't for this shit for brains aunt. Im really sorry to say this but, yes, she is one.

She would always want to make arrangements for OTHERS to stay overnight and keep watch in case of any shortcomings. But, what about HER? nothing. Absolutely nothing. No contributions and no questions asked. WTF?

Firstly, she mistaken moisturizing cream for tears on the patient's face. So she assumed that the patient was crying due to unbearable pain. So she kicked up a BIG FUSS in the ICU! *this is so embarassing* I thank God I wasn't there. She was ranting and raving till the police came to her personally to issue a warning,

once, in the cafeteria...
twice, in the ICU ITSELF...
tHrIcE, in the bloody carpark...

so, they increased the dosage of morphine to 4.0 mg PER HOUR. That, in turn, caused a malfunction of the organs and a bloated body.

oh wells...it provoked my uncle who threatened to bash her up at that very sopt where she stood, rooted to the ground.

Sighz, some people never learn their lesson, do they?

This time, the patient is trying to breathe on her own, without the help of the respirator. When she appeared after donkey years, at the hospital, the patient was off the respirator for a while. Obviously she didn't know anything...and shouted at the nurse, saying that the patient is going to die.

Im speechless... ... *shakes head*

Andrea Yim
4:20 PM

Arrgh... Help.
I'm having a hard time choosing my blog song. Here are my choices...

1.Wake me up when september ends by Green Day
2.Maybe be Gavin Degraw
3.Learn to fly by Foo fighters
4.Colorblind by Daruis Danesh
5.Hung up by Madonna
6.Hero by Enrique Inglesias
7.Incredible by Darius *again*
8.When I'm gone by 3 doors down

Eeks...what should i do? My heads in a spin... haa...maybe i should take a break. Well,will blog again in a while.Catch ya again ;)

Andrea Yim
4:05 PM