e s o p h o r i a -all about my imperfections as a confused sinner.

No, it wasn't a M.I.A :)

Wow...its been a week since a last blogged. Well,its been a tough week for me. Cooped up at home,no work.Just plain home-staying and rotting. Oh wells,played ps2 the whole time.I'm proud to say, i've completed Burnout Revenge :) thanks.... :p

Basically, I'm like a sheet of crystal clear piece of glass at home. Everybody comes and goes. I'm just left there-now i know how Faith feels like. I guess,im worse,sad to say. They do pat her and bid their farewells to her before they go along and settle their daily chores.

My neck is still aching...I've been a victim of brutality of the bare hands.To be more specific, its more the head area that have fallen into bad hands. I'm still functioning quite well-thank God. Its just the neck and a small portion of the head which aches occasionally. I'm quite fine now, yup.

I knew i wasn't supposed to cry...I was in the wrong. But the tears still fell, for the physical pain that overwhelmed me. Fortunately, it wasn't a long night. I fell asleep shortly, awakening to a bright new day.

I groped my way to the toilet to find that i looked fine. Gazing out of the window, i took a deep breath, envisaged the panoramic view that fell before my eyes. The morning sun lit the treetops ablaze...over the golden horizon, I wondered what was beyond, what was in store for me-a little soul. A quick glace at my watch told me it was barely 7. I dragged myself back to bed. Groggy, i stared into thin air as i laid, limp and lifeless.

Perhaps,death would be a better choice. But then again, the limits will never be realised,horizons will never be explored. Tough choice, cos its irreversible. If only it was... ... Is this life?

Different people will give me their diversified views of this scary,controversial topic-LIFE. But its no point, i guess life has a different meaning to each and every one, be it the young old, wise or plain nonsensical...good-for-nothing......boring...fun-loving, etc.

I have no comments about life at the moment.I'm in a dilemna.I do hope i find my mind of my own soon. Soon enough to help me make the right decisions at crucial points of my life.

Take care. Happy weekend-ing. :)

Andrea Yim
11:41 AM