My ps2!!!But I'm so broken...
This is NOT A FANTASY. I just bought it. The slimmer version of ps2. Its damn slim but it has its disadvantages.Sexy,i should say. but, it can't work. Still trying to figure out the problem. Apparently i got it from one of the places my fren goes to get his ps2 games. Got the whole console including 2 controllers, a memory card, 5 games(but the uncle gave me one extra free :D) ...all for $420.
The more i stay at home, the more i think. I need a breather. I went out. Walked past the whole place where we walked just last night. Went to PS, ate lunch....walked to sunshine plaza, realised that one of the nice pubs along prinsep street is owned by one of my friend.Dropped by, he offered me a drink.i felt really uncomfortable and i could feel a surge of emotions welling up inside me. Feeling a little uncomfortable, I suggested that we catch up outside the pub instead. It was about 6.30 pm? And there wasn't anyone patronising the pub yet.Didn't talk much, just a typical catch up chat and took off...hoping my legs would take me somewhere else less familiar...i went home.
I woke up today Woke up wide awake In an empty bed Staring at an empty room I have myself to blame For the state I'm in today And now, dyin' doesn't seem so cruel And oh, I don't know what to say And I don't know anyway, anymore I hate myself for losing you I'm seeing it all so clear I hate myself for losing you What do you do when you look in the mirror And staring at you is why he's not hereYou got what you deserved Hope your happy now Cause every time I think of her with you It's killing me inside And now I dread each day Knowing that I can't be saved From the loneliness of living without you And oh, I don't know what to do Not sure that I'll pull through I wish you knew I hate myself for losing you I'm seeing it all so clear I hate myself for losing you What do you do when you look in the mirror And staring at you is why he's not hereI hate myself for losing you And oh, I don't know what to do Not sure that I'll pull through I wish you knew I wish you knew And oh, I don't know what to say And I don't know anyway, anymore I hate myself for losing you I'm seeing it all so, I'm seeing it all so clear I hate myself for losing you What do you do when you look in the mirror And staring at you is why he's not hereWhat do you say when everything you said Is the reason why he left you in the end How do you cry when every tear you shedWon't ever bring him back againI hate myself for loving you
Seems like just yesterday, you were a part of me I used to stand so tall, I used to be so strong Your arms around me tight, everything it felt so right Unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong Now I can't breathe, no I can't sleepI’m barely hanging on Here I am, once again I’m torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend Just thought you were the one Broken up, deep inside But you won't get to see the tears I cry Behind these hazel eyes I told you everything, opened up and let you in You made me feel alright, for once in my life Now all that’s left of me is what I pretend to be So together, but so broken up inside Cause I can’t breathe, no I can’t sleepI’m barely hanging on Here I am, once again I’m torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend Just thought you were the one Broken up, deep inside But you won't get to see the tears I cry Behind these hazel eyes Swallow me, then spit me out For hating you, I blame myself Seeing you, it kills me now No, I don’t cry on the outside anymore AnymoreHere I am, once again I’m torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend Just thought you were the one Broken up, deep inside But you won't get to see the tears I cryBehind these hazel eyes Here I am, once again I’m torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend Just thought you were the one Broken up, deep inside But you won't get to see the tears I cryBehind these hazel eyes
nice songs, i thought to myself. I don't know if anyone appreciates it. Lest, my intentions. I can't blame them...its always the case, I'm used to it. My intentions are never protrayed the way i want them to be. My head aches,it really does. I don't wanna think anymore.get out of my life,NOW.
...i hate to say this,but i guess i have to.....'.help'...
Andrea Yim
10:36 PM
